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My online journal of stitchy chores and the occasional hockey talk.

2018 Finishes

1. Let It Snow by Barbara Ana Designs. Finished Wednesday, January 24, 2018.

2. Victorian Thistles bookmark by Textile Heritage. Finished Wednesday, February 21, 2018.

Number of Finishes By Year-

1. 2008 Finishes -10

2. 2009 Finishes- 21

3. 2010 Finishes- 49

4. 2011 Finishes- 26

5. 2012 Finishes- 35

6. 2013 Finishes- 7

7. 2014 Finishes- 19

8. 2015 Finishes- 61

9. 2016 Finishes- 50

10. 2017 Finishes- 30

11. 2018 Finishes-

Saturday, October 31, 2009

I've cried a thousand rivers, and it's not enough...

To be brutally honest, at this stage, I don't think it ever will be.

I had a doctor's appointment on Wednesday and they could not find the baby's heartbeat. Ultrasound confirmed that I had lost the child.

I got home from the hospital yesterday and DH and I are utterly devastated. This was our first, which turned out to be a boy instead of a girl as the sonogram tech had originally thought.

I lost him on Thursday, October 29, 2009 at 7:03 PM PDST. RIP little James Franklin Whitlow. So tiny and so perfect. I love you more than I can ever say!


Respectfully submitted,



Daffycat said...


I am so sorry for your loss, Cindy. There are no words for comfort but I'm thinking and praying for you & DH.

I've been in your shoes, twice before. Email me if you need someone to talk to.

ArchangelDecker said...

Ah, honey, I am sorry for your loss. (hug)

I may do that. Right now I am so numb and raw and torn apart, it's all I can do to get out of bed.

The Hubmeister is the world's best ever, and I am soooooooo lucky I have him. If it wasn't for him, I don't know what I would do.

reneexstitch said...

Found your blog today. It touched my heart and made me mourn for your loss. I don't know you but, I pray for God to give you strength. I pray for your heart and your husband's heart. Much love to you.

Irish Gurl said...

I'm sorry for your loss. I've been there 3 times myself, the most recent in August. It's heartbreaking. My thoughts are with you