Chronicles of a cross stitching hockey fanatic: I've cried a thousand rivers, and it's not enough...

2018 Finishes

1. Let It Snow by Barbara Ana Designs. Finished Wednesday, January 24, 2018

2. Victorian Thistles bookmark by Textile Heritage. Finished Wednesday, February 21, 2018

3. Keep Love by Shepherd’s Bush. Finished Saturday, February 24, 2018

4. Fleur d’Orleans by Ink Circles. Finished Wednesday, March 7, 2018

5. A Little Gray Hare by Lizzie Kate. Finished Thursday, March 15, 2018

6. March Cake by Brooke’s Books. Finished Monday, March 26, 2018

7. April Cake by Brooke’s Books. Finished Wednesday, May 2, 2018

8. May Cake by Brooke’s Books. Finished Tuesday, May 29, 2018

9. Japanese Anemones by Sheila Hudson. Finished Tuesday, June 12, 2018

10. The Lily Of The Valley by Blackbird Designs. Finished Wednesday, June 27, 2018

11. A Slice of Summer by Waxing Moon Designs. Finished Wednesday, July 11, 2018

12. Sweet Tulip by Jeannette Douglas Designs. Finished Tuesday, July 24, 2018

13. Autumn’s Bounty by Black Star Designs. Finished Monday, August 20, 2018

14. Caramel Apple by Mill Hill. Finished Wednesday, August 22, 2018

Number of Finishes By Year-

1. 2008 Finishes -10

2. 2009 Finishes- 21

3. 2010 Finishes- 49

4. 2011 Finishes- 26

5. 2012 Finishes- 35

6. 2013 Finishes- 7

7. 2014 Finishes- 19

8. 2015 Finishes- 61

9. 2016 Finishes- 50

10. 2017 Finishes- 30

11. 2018 Finishes-

Saturday, October 31, 2009

I've cried a thousand rivers, and it's not enough...

To be brutally honest, at this stage, I don't think it ever will be.

I had a doctor's appointment on Wednesday and they could not find the baby's heartbeat. Ultrasound confirmed that I had lost the child.

I got home from the hospital yesterday and DH and I are utterly devastated. This was our first, which turned out to be a boy instead of a girl as the sonogram tech had originally thought.

I lost him on Thursday, October 29, 2009 at 7:03 PM PDST. RIP little James Franklin Whitlow. So tiny and so perfect. I love you more than I can ever say!

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Respectfully submitted,

C.

4 comments:

Daffycat said...: ***hugs***

I am so sorry for your loss, Cindy. There are no words for comfort but I'm thinking and praying for you & DH.

I've been in your shoes, twice before. Email me if you need someone to talk to.; October 31, 2009 at 12:29 PM
ArchangelDecker said...: Ah, honey, I am sorry for your loss. (hug)

I may do that. Right now I am so numb and raw and torn apart, it's all I can do to get out of bed.

The Hubmeister is the world's best ever, and I am soooooooo lucky I have him. If it wasn't for him, I don't know what I would do.; October 31, 2009 at 8:41 PM
reneexstitch said...: Found your blog today. It touched my heart and made me mourn for your loss. I don't know you but, I pray for God to give you strength. I pray for your heart and your husband's heart. Much love to you.; November 2, 2009 at 6:33 PM
Irish Gurl said...: I'm sorry for your loss. I've been there 3 times myself, the most recent in August. It's heartbreaking. My thoughts are with you; November 8, 2009 at 7:30 AM